It was so long ago since I felt this shitty.
I don’t know, it just came and blew me over, like the wind.
It sucks, I had forgotten how much it sucks.

I wonder if she’d like to go to the lake in the city after we’ve visited my cousin and just jump in to the water!:D
But maybe not, it’d be ICE cold since it’s ice cold when it’s sunny but still it’d be fun :D

“I mean, it’s not like you think that we’re going to marry each other right? So that’s why it’s better for both of us if you go back and we just end it now.”
- Of course I have.. Of course I’ve thought about marrying you but obviously you haven’t.. You’re the only one I ever want to be with. Don’t you understand?

I’m literally crying right now ‘cause my friend called me from a festival while my favorite band was playing.
I WANT TO SEE THEM TOO ;———;